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Dated back to my childhood,my parents expeceted me to fullfil their unfinished dream ,to become a college student,or a scholar .As their proverb goes lilke this:\"scholar top other people\".they pushed me to be the best of the best ,in fact ,I worth their trust. I usually ranked as the three top students in my primary school,and naturally I was recuited by an experimental class in a key middle school.
In this class full of talented students ,I found myself drawfed.I felt frustrated ,deppessed and isolated because I can not outshine them in terms of ingenutiy as I did in my primary school.but generally , I can call myself an average student.Three year went by in silence ,I got into a key high middle school. I soon found myself lost interset in learning .with the approaching of entrance examination ,I got irritated.I got distracted by myself .As results turned out ,4 points down the line for graduates.
I had no cholce but went to a university to be a non-diploma student or three years student as an English major.I can call myself an excellent students in college, I passed band 8 for English major students ,and self-study the japanese, (band 2)
but without a degree ,you can not find a favoriate job in job market,if found , It is hard for you to secure it.i was a sales representive,a part time teacher , a translator.I suffered discrimination,insultation and humiliation.Therefore ,I made up my mind to get a degree.After two trails , I became a post-graduate.
My learning journey was accompanied by happiniess as well as bitteress. |
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