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below is the diary I wrote last year, in which the sentences reflects the mood at that time. I am typing them here to recllect and share them with the friends here. 3ks!
One of my classmates’ name in QQ (a tool for chatting in internet) is light, and all my friends say it is so professional. She told me she likes this name because it is our major. Furthermore, is means light of hope, light of love and light of belief.
But now my study life drops into a black hole with no hope and no belief. How dose this happen?
Unlike some of my classmates, I was so transferred to this department when I went to university. I ever transferred from one school to another when I was in high school, so I missed the Optics part in physics. I made great effort to study this part of knowledge all by myself. At the same time, I read two articles about Optical computer and curing cancer with laser. These ideas seemed so fresh, so magic and so attrictive to me. Thus, when I filled the university application form, Optics became my first choice. I was very excited when I received my admission latter.
A new life was opened to me when I came into **University. As I knew, the department of Optics here played a very important role in domestic institutes. I was sure that I could receive the best education here, learn what I want to learn and after several years study I can become a researcher who can put forward some interesting ideas. With this belief, I worked very hard and gained high result in every exam. At that time, my university life was full of passion and happiness. It was colorful. But then, troubles came to me one after another.
In addition to study the knowledge in textbooks, I read some other books and magazines in my spare time. When I was in grade three, I strongly felt there must be something wrong in my study. Yes, everything seemed go well from the surface. My results in exams were still good. My rank in class remained. But that was not enough. To me, the knowledge I got from the textbooks only came into power when it was in real life, letting alone to use it in directing my practical work. What was the reason? How could I deal with the problem? I tried to change my study methods, but that was no use. But soon I realized things would be the same no matter where I studied if I couldn’t find out the reason. So I tuned to books for help. I began to read some scientists biography to know how they studied and did reach work. Life seemed bright again.
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