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This is the paper that I worte last year, wish you enjoy it! 3ks!!
Recollections
I have been a member of optics for 10 months, 300 days. Everyday, there is a new story to begin for everyone. Now, I sit beside the computer, deep in though, try to recollect dribs and drabs.
What impressed me most was that I gave the English speech. I talked the Young’s experiment. At the beginning, I was very nervous, because it was the first time that I gave an English speech for others. Though the result was not good, I was very happy. After all, I had prepared the speech earnestly, furthermore, I had recalled mush knowledge of optics. That was enough. I thought the result was not important, but the important thing was process.
When I heard my parents’ voice in the telephone, when I opened my mouth, the compunction haunted me, and this feel of compunction increased with passing day. My parents always thought, “parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person’s character lies in his own hands.” In my eyes, they are the greatest parents in the world; In my eyes, home was where heart was. Now, they became aged, home became poor and alone. But what I had done for them?
As many classmates from village, I did part-time jobs frequently. Sometimes, I felt tired indeed, but when I thought I could make money to maintain my life, I was very happy; sometimes, I felt bored to give them up, but when I recollected my aged parents, I was greatly relieved. Sometimes, my roommates said to me, “your life is very substantial.” I answered with a smile, “but I have no better choice, I have to act in the way that was best for my peace of mind, I have adapted to this life style.”
The person impressed me most was Ana. She was our Spoken English teacher, a very fat American. In her class, she whistle, ate potato chips, drank Coca-Cola, song songs, sat on the desk, etc. In her class, we heard English songs, watched English movies, played game with other friends. In a word, we might do everything in her class. We were at will. She was so kind, always with a smile, that maybe she could not be angry. As she was very fat, we always had a joke with her, “the most difficult thing must be buying clothes for herself.”
The favorite for me was sports. I thought sports can provide alternative outlets for emotions and alternative sources of satisfaction. Sports could build up the body, improve the health, reflect the public attitude. When I played table tennis or badminton, I became very excited, only then, I could forget all the unhappiness. Furthermore, I knew many friends of the same favorite, I was no longer alone in the school, the elders also told me how to deal with the relationship of reach and favorite.
The happiest thing for me was the New Year’s Party. For the first time in University, I took part in the New Year’s Party with my classmates. We drunk together so much that we could not control ourselves. We played games too tired to move a step. We sang aloud together the songs as “friends”, “tomorrow will be better”. We shouted ourselves hoarse, “Happy a new year!” We prayed together, “we are youthful, as long as we make great effort, everything will be better.”
What worried me most was my study, as it was the most thing for me. Except for the courses on optics I had learned this 2 term, I did not spend much time on studying. I knew optics was based on solid research foundation. Except for the knowledge of optics, the knowledge of computer, and electronics, etc. were very important for me. Besides, the latest scientific papers on optics should be real earnestly. Little did I. I felt greatly so regretted that I did not know what to say.
Although the dark sky, filled with angry swirling clouds, reflected my mood, after I finished these words on the computer, I feel relaxed, because there will be a beautiful rainbow after raining, there will be much sunshine tomorrow |
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发表于 2005-11-19 21:13:42